“I say hi because I’ve convinced myself that she is my soulmate. I tell her that I didn’t go out tonight because I couldn’t bear to do the same thing with the same people again but now that I met her I’m not sure if that was the right move because now that I know that there is something better out there I can never go back to my old life even if she flat out rejects me or even if she lets me down easy after she tells me that she has a boyfriend.
— it’s the way she said no and smiled but didn’t move when she told me I was funny.
